It would have been so pointless to kill himself that, even if he had wanted to, the pointlessness would have made him unable. Cutting, and suicide, two very different symptoms of the same problem, are gaining on us. The thought that I might kill myself formed in my mind coolly as a tree or a flower.
I have tons of friends that are suicidal, that come to me for help. And, I of coure, help them. All of my friends have stayed alive because of me, and I feel that if I could of talked to these people, I could have gotten through to them.
I love helping people that are suicidal. I saved so many of my friends lives. I didnt make the email. I know he is there, but i cant get over my own hurt anymore.
Its everyday, its continous. I cant bare the burden of living without people that i have loved in the past and for so much pain that i have received and dealt out in the same.
Nothing can compare to a life of happiness, but having none is what drives us to these crossroads. If there were to be an exit of ease and have no one worry about me then it would be the easiest ordeal in the world.
Pushing yourself to accomplishing the task is not hard, but consequences are the hardest to deal with for me. But living with pain, can no longer be dealt with for me. By the time this is read, i will have ended everything.
So to those who go ahead and read this, thank you for tolerating this painful. You can really relate to them, you know? Committing suicide is hard, it kind of sucks.
LIke, I wish it were easier. If only Jack Kevorchian sp? And why do people still hate others based on race, gender, age or orientation?
Life is not easy. When I die, there will not be one soul to attend a funeral or pay me a second thought. So, the burden falls on you to hear some of the details of my life and how I have tried to live.
My life, not to put too fine a point on it, has been a mess. On one hand, I was a very resilient and self reliant. I was never able to achieve greatness, mostly due to a lack of drive and charisma, but I can honestly say I was never a burden to anyone and I always tried to make things better.
I was one of those people who, while believing that one should never talk about ways that they have helped people or trumpet their own good deeds, can unequivocally say that I tried to help people.
I tried to make things better. There are some people in this world who have a type of intelligence that allows them to smile in your face, while simultaneously figure out ways to do you harm. One of my biggest downfalls has been my inability to recognize those people until it was too late.
Which brings me to my ex-girlfriend, Natalie Smith. Five years ago, Natalie was hired as an Assistant Manager at the property where I work. She moved here dragging a boyfriend along on her coat tails that she had helped furnish an existence for over the prior two years.
She immediately fell in love with me.
She proclaimed her feelings for me, and I told her that, while I found her to be an attractive woman, I could never have any type of adulterous relationship. She told me that she was no longer attracted to her boyfriend and that she would ask him to leave. She did as she had said, after which time we began a relationship.
From the very beginning, even while we were in what should have been the most fun part of a new relationship, I could see that she had real issues with honesty. She would lie about her whereabouts, and then a few days later, out of guilt, tell the truth about whatever it was that she had lied about.
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